Here’s wisdom my friend, like a child, simply trust your Father in heaven, the one who created you to begin with and the One who lives inside of you and the One who has your eternal home in heaven prepared for you.
The moment you choose lovingly in your heart to say, “no” to me, and “yes” to the indwelling Holy Spirit, the very reason you were born will begin to happen!
My friend, in this world there are going to be troubles, it is inevitable. But God is omniscient, and He knows every situation you will encounter, He even knows how you will respond in the mist of those circumstances. We must rely on His grace in our difficult times.